My ex-girlfriend admitted to never loving me and was only using me

2021.10.19 01:25 Away_Commercial383 My ex-girlfriend admitted to never loving me and was only using me

As you can see from a previous post I have had, I (17) have had a lot of trouble with a girl (16) that I really loved. I loved he so much that I would have done anything and anything for her. I broke up with her because I felt so alone. I talked to her about this many times telling her I would like her to give me more of her time and actually make an effort in the relationship, and every time, she invalidated my emotions by saying "you knew I was busy when we started dating." I was hoping if we broke up she would realize that it was worth putting effort into the relationship. I don't think she ever did , and she has been mad and blamed me for the ending of our relationship. A couple days ago I decided to talk to her because I needed closure and I asked her what she thought was the reason the relationship ended. She replied with "Because I wasn't good enough." This was an entirely wrong mindset about it, so I went in depth and once again explained what the issue was. I have explained what was wrong and how I felt many times, but I don't think she ever really listened. By the end of this convo I learned two things, two things that have kept me up at night since then. The first thing was that when i started talking to her she knew that I liked her right away, she never turned me down and just continued leading me on. This happened all through covid where she never felt the same about me and just liked the attention. She admitted to this saying "I had no one else so I liked the attention you gave me." The second thing she said was "I never loved you." I said I loved her many times and she would rely with, I feel the same I just can't put it into words. I would always have a constant anxiety and depression because based on how she acted I always questioned whether she felt the same or not. I would wake up and go to sleep with agonizing question of whether or not she felt the same way about me as I did about her. I would always tell myself "she feels the same but just can't put it into words." Learning that she never loved me means that it was all just a lie. I went through this pain. She didn't care how much she was hurting me, she liked the attention I gave her, so for TWO YEARS she led me on. And now she doesn't care because she was never attached to me like I was to her. I cry everyday while she could care less. What i'm the most mad at is not her but myself. Everyone told me this was her and that she never loved me, I never believed them. They always knew it, but I chose to have faith in her. I loved her too much to fall into the mindset she didn't feel the same way. Now, I'm not even mad at her. I want to be mad at her but I still love her so much and am nothing but understanding.
My question is: Will she ever realize that she did love me and will she ever want to fix the previous mistakes she made and actually love me?
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DISPLAY=:0 xterm -e omxplayer --loop --display=2 /home/pi/Videos/video1.mp4 & omxplayer --loop --display=7 /home/pi/Videos/video1.mp4 
Autostart runs my video_loop.py script on startup after the GUI loads. I edited /home/pi/.config/lxsession/LXDE-pi as follows:
@lxterminal -e /home/pi/video_loop.py 
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Any suggestions on how I can do that very much appreciated.
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